Sunday 24 June 2012

♥ 5 years in the future ♥

5 years in the future 
wish for this type of dress on my wedding day in future.. simple and elegant 

simple but gorgeous, rawwww~ redd bah..dream for this type of dress and colour..ok bby~:P


(google's picture)

and mostly..my love favourite colour, -bluee~

5 years from now on ♥ hehe

Saturday 23 June 2012


I love you my Man , Mr warren! ♥


In life, There will be a hard times and Good times,
Sometime there must be an arguing between us, almost everyday .. AHH, Im be so tired and my eyes can't stop crying..B U T, I doesn't care--------
the time that I have met have been the VERY BEST in life because Your L O V E is unique is unlike any other love in the world ..
Besides that, If i'm with you, I feel totally different, I feel good through of the problems that have happened surround me, we fall and turn raise as it should be. So,
I always give thanks to GOd and pray, so that HE will put us in the same way to fall in  L O V E and you will never leave me.
It seems like yesterday when the first time i'm meeting you and now its was 3 years already that we had been together, THANK YOU OH LORD~ I LOVE YOU TILL THE END sayang, and wanna say thank you for be with me all the time,  LOVING me and supporting me , and lastly course take care of me.. 



your beloved love
jane~ 











Friday 22 June 2012

I love you pengabis ati !

Love this song much!, dedicated this song to my beloved sayang, Mr warren :) L O V E   U  P E N G A B I S   A T  Y~

Hailey Ft. Melissa Francis - I Love You Pengabis Ati 

Hailey:
Tumu pagi aku dani
Meda nuan sulu nadai agi di tisi
Nama berita nuan dara
Udah lama tua enda betemu mua
Arap nuan gerai belama

Melissa:
Aku sunyi nadai nuan asi
Ninting ari aku nyabak di dalam ati
Taja pia aku besampi
Ngarap ke nuan meruan lantang berari
Aku enda betah nuan asi

Chorus:
Hailey & Melissa:
Kasih nuan, kasih aku
Tua jauh, jauh sulu
Rindu nuan, rindu aku
Tua kirum ba angin chiru
I love you pengabis ati

*Melissa:
Anang nuan berubah ati
Ka pan enda tua jauh aku meruan ngenangi
Ukai aku enda pecaya asi
Nuan pan nemu nuan nadai ulih ku ganti
I love you pengabis ati

**Hailey:
Anang nuan irau sulu
Semina nuan aja dara ti aku rindu
Sama-sama tua besampi
Ngambi ke pengerindu tua likun berari

***Hailey & Melissa:
I love you pengabis ati

Ulang Chorus
Ulang *

Saturday 9 June 2012

Aki and Inek , I love the most ! They are my parents (:



 Actually I do love to become an a stewardess in any flight agency, so that i can travel  around the world and can see and meeting different races, culture and of course i will try to learn/knowing different- different language too.. How fun it is kan (: then suddenly when i was on form 5, i was fall in  love into the law career, which is to become a  lawyer, by using a smart bleazer and groom nicely..its look cool what! and this is the challenging profession that i knows. which, u need to learn bagai nak rakkkk about the law, handle the cases and the most best thing is, you can make a lot of money-moneyy $$$$..hahaha.. (: such a best career right ?
okay, bah2..back to the storyy..

*****
and Now, I was Year Two semester 4 student and was I studying at One of the Faculty In nursing around Sarawak. Proudly i said, i'm happy to become a student Nurse and the one and only medical person in whole of my family and turun-temurun..HAhA.. over act lah pulak nie...  eventho, I did not achieved my dream that i had been mention in paragraph one, but i'm "pasrah" and leave it , and let God to do his work, i know, He was wrote a wonderful journey to me and you since born and now..and I belive in it..jd..bersyukurlah dengan apa yang anda miliki sekarang.. okay :S

# 1..The most best thing when you become a student nurse is you should be proud to yourself. You know why? It is because nursing is a highly trained and a very skilled profession.. And i'm very proud to myself (: 
In one day i can learn a lot of skilled,  let say 11/15 skill per-day..and i stand with one motto that madam Susan had told me " see,, what peoples CANNOT see, and do what peoples CANNOT do" yeaah.. and by joined this type of career , we are one of the professional person and the only one who carry a license, just like an physician.. can you believe it? (: nice kan..hehe.. Beside that, i was trained in anatomy, all about the disease, chronic disease mostly, how the diseases process, pharmacology, psychology, critical thinking, judgement, nursing progress, and much more in class before getting to practical sessions. Once again I would like to said that, i'm proud to become  student nurse and AMEN~, will be a registered Nurse in future too. I know i had complain a lot to my family about (tired lah, malas lah, being a nurse is bored lah, and so on lahh*merapu sini sana kan), but at the end of the day, I feel very happy and good that i was still able to change someone life, if only in small way and sometime in big and large ways. Oh ya, and of course when i'm can help a person in their difficult life. (: ITS WAS VERY GRATIFYING!

#2, the second wonderful thing that i had been experienced when i was in my practical season is, to differentiate, where is the most-most-most important and you should do first and other thing will be done later?..  can you all catch what i mean? --------- It is mean, always remember to prioritize! sometime this can be very-very tricky at time---- This is one of the scenario that my Clinical instructor(CI) had  asking me.. *let say,one middle age patients is calling for pain killer medication , and one of the old lady is calling you and complaint that she cannot breath and having a SOB (Shortness of breath) who will you see first? and by my critical thinking that i had learn at class before, easily I can answer my CI question..
then i answer like this " It is to obvious madam~ you know what, pain never-- and would not killed anyone immediately, but not being able to breath CAN..its only take a minute..so, I will meeting and help the old lady first and give her an oxygen and put the patient's in the fowler position, so that she can  breath as usual.. if the old lady condition is getting worst, I will called the Doctor immediately..oh yaa~ of course the middle age of lady will getting angry and may complaint about me, but i won't mind, because the one who was possibly dying will remember the effort that i had been done to her forever..hopefully.. (:  ------- madam was so suprice with the answer..then she was smiling at me and said "well done" my children, keep it up~ " 
(: 
---> that was the most best thing in my life since i was being a student nurse.. felt like being a student nurse is so rewarding. What is startles me more is that i can answer a lot of their question and its feels very good.. eventho i'm just a student nurse and not an a registered nurse yet, but i happy because i can share my knowledge to my patient mostly..  

so, enjoyed the life haaa (: dont waste the chance that had come to youu.. grab it and use it.hehe
..okay lah..no idea g kamek.. bye!














Friday 8 June 2012

The truth~ but sometime I just Hide that feeling from youu!


Love me, Love me not..




He love me..
he love me not..
he love me..
he love me not..
he lovee mee..
he Love me not..
he Love ..
he love me not..
he love me..
he love me not..
he love me..
he love me not..
argghh.. I confuse now.. huhu and..
Im hoping he always love me...only love me and will not stop to loving me (: haha!